That is not so easy a question to answer. Naturally, as head of all of the clinic’s medical research I have to wear a number of hats: perhaps the cause of the undoubted fragmentation of my personality that allows you to meet precisely the type of nurse-dominatrix that you individually require. I am first and foremost “The Bondage Mistress,” the real Miranda – the chatty, happy, lively BDSM practitioner who loves to get into the same mindset and wavelength as my patients and provide the sort of nurse role play that so many of you seem to desire. It seems a natural progression for me to launch this medical site, devoted to the sort of medical play and experimentation which has become a integral part of my BDSM world. In fact, I don’t quite know why it has taken me so long to do it!

Now that I have a new medical facility in development in my premises (of which more later) it makes eminent sense to encapsulate all of my many medical desires in one website. Right here you can read of all the wonderful games that I love to play to satisfy my patients’ medical needs – and my own fascination with the kinky medical world. So my second personality is that of the friendly, coercive and persuasive nurse who takes charge, continues to be pleasant but has a ‘no nonsense’ attitude to ensure that all of the necessary treatments are carried out to the full. Sometimes this persona comes out naturally without being asked. When you meet her you will find that treatments are explained and discussed so that you fully understand the reason for what can be challenging procedures before the nurse administers them.

It may be, however, that you most desire to meet my final incarnation: the strict and demanding ‘Nurse Despair.’ The particular nurse/matron figure actually enjoys your pain and suffering and revels in making each medical treatment more tormenting and distressing than you might ever expect. There are always, I confess, elements of Nurse Despair bubbling away below the surface inside me - but how much of her cruel persona I put on show is always dictated by my patients’ requests or by my reading of their body language.

Although nurse despair has no formal medical training, nearly two decades of expertise have honed her abilities to know exactly what is best for the human guinea pigs taking part in her experimentation clinical trials. As much of this work is outside the remit of usual sexual therapy, Nurse Despair needs patients to submit themselves for a minimum of 1.5 hours for them to experience the full range of sexual and bizarre fetish practices that characterise her work. Naturally, even Nurse Despair’s extreme and secret treatments can be tailored to suit the level of training of either the experienced, or the novice patient. We at the Hanwell clinic pride ourselves on our levels of professionalism, our acceptance of the desires of others and our willingness to listen. You, after all, know yourself better than anyone and it is from talking to you that your visit to my clinic will best meet your needs. Ask yourself this question: are your urges and desires not being met in the traditional, vanilla world? Do you strive to experience new and varied things? Have your medical fantasies long been beyond and outside of the standard conventions and therefore in need of exploration with a skilled and understanding practitioner? You will be pleased to know, here at Hanwell clinic, we have heard such fantasies time and time again and have developed very specific strategies to assist in such matters.

Nurse despair can cater for sessions in a range of medical guises. These range from the usual modern nurse attire through to doctors’ coats and cotton dresses, as well as to retro ‘St Barts’ uniforms. Surgeons’ hats and gowns in both cotton and vinyl along with plastic or rubber aprons also prove a useful addition to the wardrobe and are available to suit your needs on request. Naturally being a niche specialist, Nurse Despair has an extensive wardrobe of her own rubber/latex medical dresses which may be requested - although new patients cannot be guaranteed their availability on a first visit. We maintain also a large selection of heavy rubber sheeting within our medical stocks.

Nurse Despair